Well yes, things are getting blurred. I still live close to the nicest park of san francisco. I have my nest on valencia and 20th. When packing, getting ready, and especially when walking around, all the little hardships I had to go through pop up in my mind: I got lost on that street. I did not know that store would be closed. I had to use that payphone before getting a cell phone. I got lost again there. I paid twice the regular price for that, because i had no idea. I took the wrong bus and got yelled at by the driver but did not understand what he was saying. I survived.